I'm on a new road changing for a better me [:


Those deranged thoughts, they fill my mind.
Once again, they try to tempt me to go back to what I used to be.
But I am stronger now, I can feel it.
I definitely know how to reject them and let them go.
I'm so proud of me, and so lucky to have all these people give me a second chance.
THANK YOU. Especially Alvin and Pepper. You guys are what made me wanna be a better person. Without you all, I'll always be that messed up girl who fucks around too much.

SO NOW, I'm alright [:
Not gonna sneak out and all that shit.
My mummy's so happy I'm such a gd girl.
Yay, after all family does comes first.

For all those people who're treating me diff, I'm not gonna bother you anymore.
You gotta know that it's not fair that you're doing this.
But WHAT CAN I DO?
Just gotta get over it.
But I still miss you guys! _|_

Oh yeah Alex is such a great friend.
Never met ANYONE as caring as him.
Wow, at least there are a few friends to live for now.

I know no one is reading my blog xD
But who cares, I just wanna blog anyway, I'm bored. Zz.
School's shit. SO BORING OMG.

K have a good night, guys.